The post reflects on Ryan's creative journey after releasing his EP "A Passport To Something New." He discusses performing at open mics, receiving feedback, and engaging in deeper self-reflection about his artistic practice.
He notes modest streaming returns ("$12.86" in Spotify royalties) but emphasizes this hasn't diminished his commitment to creating meaningful work.
He explores central questions driving his songwriting: "what story do I want to tell? What lessons and insights could I share? Where am I needed?"
He reflects that "the beauty is the making itself," positioning creation as "a rebellious act" against consumption-focused culture.
Rather than continuing strictly with music, his practice evolved dramatically. Beyond writing new songs, he produced approximately 20 paintings and 30 poems -- a surprising pivot he describes with self-aware humor. He invites his audience to follow his multidisciplinary creative output across music, visual art, poetry, and entrepreneurial ventures.
THE CLOUD, oil on canvas, 30x40
LAND AIR & SEA
Land air & sea In all things I can only be me
Earth wind & fire Truth is my soul desire
Gold silver & bronze Principled, unbroken bonds
Red yellow & blue Colorful, to thine self be true
Breakfast lunch & dinner Integrity, makes a winner
Mind body & spirit Aligned action delivers great merit
Past present & future Time, natures commuter
To-do's & gratitudes We make our lists and change our attitudes
Law & order An open heart has no border